tuesday, was like iono hella weird... i was chillin with confusing while she was texting and at the same time flirting with "promiscous". then it was all bad from there this might be the only year where im not gonna enjoy valentines bcuz of PCN stress. i dont vent so i juss keep it inside until i explode on sumone. yeah i kno right hella healthy. neways after fasa and sickstep practice i went to FYC it was pretty fun, de-stressing and all that stuff. i met acouple of new ppl all around the bay thats new to FYC it was the seriously. but yeah on my way to FYC i started trying to flirt with confusing alittle bit. then waiting for the right moment till i asked if she could be my valentine then iono she said "she think bout it". my philosophy for every time i hear a girl say that im probably loaded by now like rich... deep within myself i hate hearing those words it rips me pieces but i put myself back like puzzles. when a girl says i'll think bout it, it most likely no bcuz why would dey even think bout it if dey want to say yes. its a way for girls to escape without hurting ppl feelings. but w/e enough bout that shit!... after FYC we dropped of Whine and confusing then me and Self-conscious headed to Ihop for the free pancakes. out of nowhere we saw fremont kids from FYC ranging from Dean, john-john, mark, tony and this one asian dude that i dont know. it was hella fun talking bout our random shit like linguals and how SC kids say ssssssk... and all that stuff.
Wednesday, today was like typical boring ass day w/e then till Tinikling we started
3:20-6:00 thats hecka long but yeah typical tinikling practice. but yea i asked Ears if she was still my valentine but iono if she was joking or not. or i dont even kno if she said yes or not. fck i aint trippen i feel like valentines is a day where ppl with GF's or girls there talking to. can show off there trophies or be sweet for once. why cant u juss do that on a regular like send flowers juss cuz its monday or febuary right. when i find that one girl pffft u dont even kno. this point im tired of getting heart broken it time to pick up the pieces and move on bcuz ive been officially single for 2 years since freshmen year. alot of flings ima say but nothing special im tired of flings i wanna have that bond with her so special that even if she's already my girl i would still say lucky.
PS: Whine had a stupid ass reason for leaving early today....
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