Another day! Another "could of been"

if you read my past blog called "a choice" yeah fck that shit its juss me expressing my mind but w/e another could of been. evrytime i see my friend i always think how does he do it how does he get with these difrent types of cute girls. but yea i guess u can call it jealousy but not dat much i tend to..... iono what to say. but i might act like i get all these girls but in the end im just the funny guy who always ends up being the friend. but she has to be out there sumwhere but the nxt time oppurtunity presents itself i swear to god ima grab for it like its da last day of my life. the girl that would rlly make me happy is the one who smiles with me even tho she had a bad day, the one who tries to make it work, she has to be real chill bout stuff, not dramatic, the one thats juss fun to kick it with, but i could show her off to my friends at the same time. yeah but if i have to go away by myself not knowing what is the definition of love maybe bcuz its for the greater good bcuz maybe i already found her b4 but let her go. but w/e im not rlly a smart guy so yeah. my theory is its not that love is blind, love has its eyes close bcuz once it opens u would discover love that would make u smile evry minute of ur life even when it rain and u dont have any umbrella. love is either destined or found but by the end of evrything i go thru i would discover the true meaning of love.